Ah Yi

2009-05-25T02:47:00.000-07:00

I think this will be
the last time i
posting things on my blog le ba.
cuz i really find it boring,
as so many childish persons love
to spam mi and is really have no time
to update anythings...
as my O lvl is coming.
so i just hope
i will pass =)

2009-04-17T10:18:00.000-07:00

This few days
really doesn't have
any mood to post anything on
my blog as alot of awful things
happened to me.

I really hate
my school alot.
i hope after my O lvl,
i can fk off from this lousy school.
i really don't know why
the principle don't one to
expel the groups of dogs
in my sch.

THE SPAMMER IN MY TAGGED BOX
PLEASE DON'T BE SO CHILDISH!
HOW OLD AREADY?
ONLY CHILDISH DOGS WILL
BARK AT PEOPLE.
SO DON'T MAKE YOURSELF LOOK LIKE ONE! =)

2009-04-04T03:10:00.000-07:00

2th April 2009

Today a very
er xin thing happened
to me in sch.

I dun wish to
say out what really
happened today
but this
stupid incident
almost ruin my O lvl.

After this accident
i finally realized
jason,johnathan,songzhi and jeremy
is the one who cares to me.

THANK BROTHERS FOR CARING AND CONCERNING ME =)

I have nv think of
asking any longkun ppl
for help when i'm in trouble.
cuz i know they will say i'm childish
and etc.

2009-03-28T21:13:00.000-07:00

This year was really a very
stress year for me.
but i will work hard and
go to ngee ann poly
which is near my new
house at bukit timah.

After my O lvl,
i will spend
all my time in longkun
and with all my friends =)

But i must concentrate
in my O lvl 1st!

who ever bu shuang me
just say in my face k!
dun at my tag box di siao siao.

2009-03-17T04:46:00.000-07:00

17/03/09

Ytd after sch,
i when to cwp to
meet jiahao,xiaodong,songzhi,
xiaoyang,sharon and yihong.
yihong really slim down alot le.
But he like look shorter le lea.

We when to watch "coming soon"
quite scary de.

After that me,songzhi and xiaoyang
go blk 33 meet jeremy and slack.
me and songzhi trained for awhile
and thn jiu go home le.

can see that jeremy
really love her alot,
but.....hais.

BROTHER JEREMY CHEER UP K!
STILL GOT WE ALL!

2009-03-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

Before we go genting
LONGKUN HUAT AH!

2009-03-15T05:22:00.000-07:00

ready to have fun!

2009-03-14T10:34:00.000-07:00

2009-03-14T10:07:00.000-07:00

14/3/09

today after i when
toa payoh with
xiaoyang to cut out hair.
i keep on thinking what
hairstyle to cut.

At last i cut a hairstyle
which i think don't really suit me.
behind i cut overlapping
and i shaved my sideburn away.
sobs.=(

2009-03-14T01:11:00.001-07:00

Now is aready 2009 le.
I think i aready more than 3month never
come in and post anything le ba.

I love a Girl who don't love me.
she said that she won't accepted
me because i'm younger than her =(

I really regret bringing her to chu shi with
me for the first time we go out together.
Although she said that she have fun
goin chu shi with me. But i know its boring.
HAIS .

14/03/09

This few days i keep
going for liondance and wushu training
for the coming da re zi.
And today is parent meeting day.
i thought i could atleast have a pass,
but when i saw my report book i was
totally in a shocked.

CLASS POSITION
29/30

THIS was the first time
i score so bad for my test.

My form teacher asked
me is it "the person u love"
distracted u or ur liondance
made u score so badly this
time?

(My face changed)

I don't know what to say.

I hesitated for awhile and
say "NO la!"
is i dun understand what
teacher is teaching in class.

My form teacher mdm santha
gave me a strange look,
and i know she know
i'm lying.

IT's obvious that
is this two thing distracting me.
but i just love this two things alot.
one is liondance i love since i'm 7years old
and "her" who i love the most.

Today,
i will force myself to forget her
and concentrate on my studies.
I know its difficuit but i will try!

JuJu i wanna say
cherish jeremy my bro
and don't hurt him k?!
If not i won't forgive u!
I dun want to see my
brothers became like me.

2009-03-12T04:30:00.000-07:00

I love a girl who don't love me.
I done so much for her
just hoping she would
give me a chance
but she just can't feel it.

Y is the world so unfair !

2008-11-21T20:44:00.000-08:00

This few days damm tired
no time to post anything.
Today abit free jiu post one long de.
Now i everyday,
bu shi work jiu shi go training for dragon dance le.
they ask mi to play the dragon-tail.
starting i find it boring and tired,but slowly
i find it fun =) haha!
Now my troupe longkun
is opening at woodland le.
and we were packing up and
we plan to make woodland longkun a nice
and relax place.
Sorry bros,this few days really very
busy,so no time to pei u all =(
but i will find time to go out with u all again de.
today we will be mitting at cwp arcade
and 3pm i will be goin sbw longkun
to take a video of playing dragon.
and after tat they will hav steamboat there.
although longkun is a very small troupe.
but all people inside i strong and fast learner =)

lizhen,hope ur hand get well soon.=)

2008-11-15T21:45:00.000-08:00

14/11/08

Today is me and aihui de
1st month aniversary.
but she choose to go out with her friens,
and she sae she will celebrate with me on
saturday.
I work till around 7plus and bused to sembawang
for my 1st dragondance training.
although it was very tired
but i learn alot of tings
and have alot of fun there.
If my brothers oso
have interest in liondance jiu hao le.
but too bad they dun have. =(

15/11/08

I waited for today for very long le.
and i aready plan to give her a surprise.
but she gave mi a stupid excuse.
sae she going out to jiatou.
its obvious tat she dun wanna mit me.
at last i ask for break le.
cuz i really bui tahan le.
stead wiv her is lik goin out wiv frien.
even wad normal stead will do,
example;hold hand.
she oso dun let. wth!
she sae i control her too much le.
and i feel lik showing her this _l_

she share drink wiv boi i diam diam,
she go chalet and nv msg me for the whole day i oso diam diam,
she go redhouse and close wiv other boys i oso diam diam.

is very obvious tat she dun even treasure this rs!

At last i find xiaoyang and lizhen out.
and she called her frien jiahui out too.
we when to bugis street to shopping
and when plaza sin to hav our dinner.
lizhen and jiahui is very violence!
they kip bully mi de =O
GRRRR~!!!!

After our dinner we when back to woodland
to help jeremy,junkai and zhenyuan buy food.
and when ahying hs ourside to meet them.
we keep disturb zhenyuan and make him paiseh.haha.
after that i jiu pei lizhen bused home le.

waiting for a outing with all my brothers and friens !

2008-11-12T08:18:00.000-08:00

9/10/08

Today when to marina
to pei my brothers and friends
to sit flyers.
And the most important is
today is my bro yihong de
da re zi!
He brought a banquet of rose
for the girl she love.
did'nt know he was so romantic.
When boarding the flyers,
i notice someone is so humji
and tats zhenyuan.
he damm scared of height de.
and we all were laughing at him.
haha.
He was very lucky tat sharon
accepted him.
hahahas.
Hope sharon and yihong can lastlong lor.
dun lik mi lik tat.hais ='(
I really very envy they two,
they are lik so sweet compared to me.

On train going home,
my stead msg mi and sae
mi and her is getting unstable le.
I know there is someting wrong wiv her.
Sharon ask me to give her 1week to tink about it.
but i choose to say 3days cuz friday is mi
and her de 1month aniversary le.
so i gave her 3days and hope she can sort
everyting out and tell mi
if she wanna continue this relationship or
just end it.

12/10/08

Today is the 3rd day le.
every night i cry and cry
just waiting for today
and listen to her ans.
i called her from morning till nite
and i saw her comment
i just know tat her hp got confiscated.
i chat wiv her on msn for awhile
and asked her so wanna continue muh?
she reply mi and sae she duno
and i ask why duno.
she sae if carn wait jiu break lor.
aftr wad she sae,i can see tat she's
not even serious in this relationship
bt i juz dun bare to break wiv her
duno why.hais ='(
sobs

2008-11-04T20:47:00.000-08:00

Ytd morning,
after viewing baby blog.
i totally sian diao.
she wrote a sentence abt
her ex bf.
she sae tat she heard her ex voice
and fell regret for treating him lik tat in the past.
And regret not treasuring him and many
other things.
And i ask her why write those thing in her blog.
izzit u wan go bak to ur past?
she sae she write cuz she ytd
think until hym so she just write de.
hais.
I treat this relationship vry serious,
but she's lik nt serious at all.
she sae this is the best she can treat mi le.
and she is a independent girl.
who dun stick to her stead.wth.
I one week mit her once,
and other days she will be wiv her friens le
only sunday wiv her family.
yet she just carn treasure the time we hav.
when i hold her hand she will shake it off
after a few seconds.And the reason for
shaking off is she feel unconfortable holding my hand.
sometimes i wonder,
do she know wads she's doin muh.
I done so much for her le,
yet she treat mi lik this.sobs.

I wanna ask everyone a question here.
Who dun mind his or her stead share water wiv
other guy or gal?
cuz my stead share water wiv boys touching the tip
of the bottle and she sae tat its normal.
can i kw is it normal doin tat?

2008-11-01T20:11:00.000-07:00

31/10/08

today i meet royal at timezone.
while playing and training.
i'm waiting for my baby to get ready
and meet me =)
i meet her at bishan and we
when to watch high sch musical.
she don't really like me to hold her hand.
everytime me and her go out.
is like friends only.
hais.
After tat we when to kfc and eat,
my dad suddenly call mi
and sae he wanna come fetch mi
but i ask him to go home himself 1st
but he just wanna come.
thn i lied to hym and sae i at 347 coffee shop eating
yet i'm at kfc,cuz i dun wan my dad to
come fetch mi muh.
but he when to th coffee shop and waited for mi
and ask mi faster come out.
i was totally shock at tat moment.
i pang seh baby and run to
the coffee shop to meet my dad.
and her found out tat i'm lying.
he nv scold mi,still asked mi whr is my stead
he fetch her home.
haha.
Really very sorry lea baby,
carn pei you wait bus home =(
hope u are not angry wiv mi.

1/11/08

Today baby when to cc to meet
his and her friens.
And i'm working.
she almost half a day nt contact mi.
i wonder do she miss mi
when she's wiv her frien.
i waited for her msg vry long and i
call her and ask.
she sae she playing thn i ask her go play
and she really put down th phone.
hais.
sometimes i really tink tat his and her friens
is more impt than mi. =(

2008-10-28T09:25:00.000-07:00

Long time never
update my blog le.
this few days keep work.
bo bian.
aiya,update also no one see de.
Thank xiaoyang and marcus
for coming my shop and accompany mi =)
ytd i pei marcus go find job.
and i pei him to a CD shop and
tat person ask him wait for the call.
He wait not until 10min
the manager call him and ask him
to go down sun plaza to interview le.
lucky him =)
haha.
So long never play bball le.
also duno will my skill drop.
hais.
Xiaoyang mother asked mi
if i wanna go genting wiv thm
and i ask baby to pei mi go
hope she can go wiv mi lor.
cuz i wish to have fun wiv her there =)

2008-10-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

This few days
working for my dad at amk central.
boring and tired.
Today i just realize i work
at my father shop ma jiam
working at mac sia.
i work for 10hr and my paid
for 1month is only $1000.
listen marcus told mi i juz know sia.
he work for 6-7 hr a day
and his pay is aready $1200 a month le.
hais.

Back from work,
online msn and chat wiv yuanyi.
he sae i break my promise cuz i told
him aftr our N level i sure go bak bball team de.
but i nvr. i got my reason muh.
cuz i dun wish to see until someone in the
team so i nv go bak.
plus my hair is now red.
how to go bak?
he asked mi " u wan team or hair?"
but this ques is hard to ans.
cuz i juz dyed my hair red and he wan mi dye back black
and i also not comfirm can join bak sch team
so i rather don't dye.
cuz i know our coach well,
he sure ask mi go home de.

So i might as well just work for
this 2 mth holidae =)
and earn money.

2008-10-13T19:58:00.000-07:00

Already 2days nvr on9 le.
ytd i when to my
father shop and work
the whole day.
in 1day i can almost know everyting in
the shop le.hehex.
pro lea ? =x

disapoint to sae,
jeremy work so many ppl pei hym go eat dinner
but i work no brothers come down
and pei mi de. =( sad case.

k la
i shall stop here.
goin work soon le .

2008-10-09T22:22:00.000-07:00

ytd when down to training.
i really learn alot of ting.
although yihong don't really know how to play.
but his formation let mi realize he atleast know
wad to do and why we juz now lose =)
aftr tat weixiang msg mi and ask mi go
chr training.But i sae i not goin.
cuz i kw tat person will be goin
so no point goin and training wiv
them i duno y i just carn improve tat much.
playing in sch i feel so stress everytime.
no matter wad i do they will tink tat i useless.
but in blk25,no matter how much mistake i mak
they will talk to mi nicely and teach mi wad to do
this is wad i need!

u tot i dun wanna treat u tat gd lik b4?
is ur character change le and mak mi treat u lik this de lor!

2008-10-08T23:08:00.000-07:00

JUST WANNA SAY I DON'T LOVE HER LE!
and jason,if u wan sua jiu sua.
i already dun wan care this ting liao.
u wan sae wad jiu sae ba.
i see at nanshao player's face.
dun wan care so much le.
and now i nt hum ji,is i lazy care k.

2008-10-07T23:10:00.000-07:00

Kian hui called mi and asked mi if
i wanna sua this ting thn i sae yihong aready
sae sua le wad.
now is tat dog wan come my blog and di siao siao de muh.
so not my fault le.
If inter-house i wanna play,
i can dun give u face juz
sae i wanna sub u de.
Is cuz mavis at there la hor.
U tot u play basketball very good ah?
come vs mi lor!
Maybe not time for u ba.
cuz is a wasting of time playing wiv a noob lik u =.=

I will always be better than u don't worried.
Tat time when u still is my gan i treat u better than
i treat anyone else.But now is u force mi
to treat u lik tat de =)

2008-10-06T23:05:00.000-07:00

Wow!
just finish viewing someone blog.
woo..
a person at her tag ask her not to care about mi worx.
they two really tian shen yi dui ba.
one just broke up wiv her gf and
find one more more spare tire and the
other one is willing to be his spare tire.
wat a joke.haha!

I actually decided to go back christ church secondary
and play for the last year if i can go up sec5.
but a dog is in christ church team,
so in order to don't let mi whack his bloodly face,
i won't go any christ church training. =)
playing with tat dog for last year,i rather go ite.

I still remember this year inter-house match
everyone ask mi to play for the last year in case i
really failed my N level.
but tat dog bringing her gf to come and look
at his dog style basketball trick.
Hongkit they all kip ask him to sub mi.
but he sae he don't wan.
its obvious tat her gf is around so she wanna hao lian.
he ma jiam chasing a bone inside the basketball court.HAHA!

thank for rejecting mi =)
If not people will ask mi why i love a ____!
haha.

2008-10-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

Today,i when to mit xiaoyang at cwp
and we go shopped around.
After that esther called xiaoyang and asked him to
teach her how math and i pei xiaoyang go
library and look for esther le.
Around 5.30pm,
i when home cuz i hav a dinner tonight.
On my way to the restaurant,
i msg-ed a idiot and asked him
izzit wan jio lizhen.He replied mi a" ya,got
any problem muh?"
knn,i damm bui tahan this idiot tok to mi
lik this.I asked him can dun tok lik this,he
sae wad huan lo.
I jio him 1 on 1 and he accept le.
But at last yihong sua this ting.

If yihong never stop mi,
i swear i gonna break his face.
I 101% i can knock him down by 5 seconds.
pcb!
If he try mi again,
i dun care he wad 369.
I now no chup go jio him 1 on 1 ah.

I finally realize who is my true bros le.
Calvin and Yihong!

2008-10-05T10:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,mi and xiaoyang
when to look for jeremy at yewtee.
cuz his working there.
thn after that around 6 or 7 plus i sms
calvin and ask him wan come find us muh,
thn while waiting for him,sharon called mi
and sae she wan to come join us and we mitted thm.
while waiting for yihong and kelvin to come.
we sitted near jeremy and joke together.
haha.
Finally yihong and kelvin came le,
we went to eat and after that we slack awhile and go home le.
At night xiaoyang and jeremy called mi and conference
Jeremy told us his secret and mi and xiaoyang is laughing lik
duno wad sia.
Think until jiu wan laugh.haha.
after that they say sharon asked thm to call her.
thn they call le.And i when to sleep le.
cuz bui tahan too tired le =x

2008-10-03T03:02:00.000-07:00

I tink i 2 days never post anyting le ba.
This two days i was busy studying for my
N level. hard to believe right?
haha.
Today finally last paper le.
damm anrgy with hensel today sia.
after our math paper,we need to wait for
4hr and go back for our geo test.
thn we decided to slack near our block.
we when to wen bin house and wake him up.
hensel the idiot say he go home awhile jiu come down le
but at last when we wait too long.
wen bin called him,he sae his slping.
what a fker 0.0
thn after that they say wan go buy cig
and we when to cheer and buy.
after that they went in lan and play.
aunty sae i sch uni cannot go play
thn she ask mi go home change
wen bin they all actually wanna log out aready
but hensel tat fker kip sae juz ply la.
this kind of brothers oso have.
duno y this few days damm regret having him
this frien.Everytime follow him will have trouble de.
he only tink for himself and not others.

I does'nt know u are so cheap now =.=

2008-10-01T00:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday when study with my frien
thn after that when to blk 26 for training.
I slowly feel like quiting this team le sia.
All the players in our team dun even wanna be serious.

I was glad that when playing match with a team.
Jump ball time,they put mi to jump wiv a 190 plus de person
and i tap till de ball =)
haha.

After that we when to blk 33 and slack.

I'm very glad that i finally forget her le!

2008-09-29T21:10:00.000-07:00

Just woke up,
ytd was chatting with aaron
and i'm trying to help him patch back with her ex.lols

I don't know why i keep ask myself to forget yet i just can't
when i kw she's now very close with jason.
My whole body feel damm uncomfortable.
This kind of person also got.
Heng i don't have this kind of lj frien.

I will train hard in Nanshao and win them 3 one day de.
3 noobs! i'm here for u all!
wu ji lai!

I'm not afraid of u 3.
I know u 3 got chup,
so?
i never give a damm.
when u all reach my limit.
I sure 1st go find problem for u all
before u all come find mi!

knn! pua cb la!

_l_ this is for u dogs!

2008-09-29T03:17:00.000-07:00

Just came bak from school.
physis paper were quite easy,
but chemistry damm hard sia.
I don't even know what i'm doin =x
haha.

After that me and my friens when to
vista and have our lunch.
they told me that Roger,Wei ren and Jason is msg-ing lizhen.
I was very shock to heard that.
Now than i know she's so ____
Hais
don't know how to say her la.
She really change alot le.

Aiya
don't mention about her le.
then after that i when bak to school for
my math paper 1.
I don't know why my mood were like
very sad at that time sia.
but i keep try not to think so much.
cuz math is so called my best subject among
others.So i must score well this time.
when i got the paper,my mind
was totally blank.I keep skip question.
damm many question i don't know how to do sia.
haish.

I suddenly feels that i'm going in ITE for sure le =(

2008-09-27T01:50:00.000-07:00

Just bath hao,
after today training
damm sleepy.

ytd chat with hensel and jeremy till
duno wad time.
thn they say today training cancel,
so i never set alarm.
9.30am i woke up and i saw songzhi miss cor and
leong msg.leong msg mi and say have training
and i called them and ask.
Leong,Songzhi,hensel,zhenyuan,xiayun were all
at bball court le.
At last we went to marsiling c c and train.
zhenyuan nt feeling well
so he and xiayun when back home le.
left 4 person.
we play match and aftr that sit down and chit-chat.
haha..

k ba.
i stop here le.
i need to go study for my N level le. =)

Trying to forget u.

Heartbreak =(

2008-09-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

I do so much,
just wanted to see her happy.
But to her i'm just a kpo ba.

Today i just know that i'm very 烦 to her.
I decided not to 烦 her le.

"If you really love someone you will do anything for her de.
No matter how deep she hurt you."
Is this sentence True?

hais.

I will force myself to give up on her.
My mother ytd told mi.
there is still alot of trees in the forest.
for what becuz of one tree give up the whole forest lea?
Although my mother is very nagging,
but this really make sense
i should'nt becuz of her hurt my own body.
she also wun feel my pain.

So i will just concentrate on my N level and my NANSHAO team!
Ahyi don't giv up,you can de!

lolzzzz...

2008-09-25T10:52:00.000-07:00

Its aready 2am now le.
i still can't sleep.
hais,still thinking about what she told mi.
feel so heartbroken now.

Today when i went back home.
i asked songzhi to pei mi drink
cuz i'm really very sad and stress.
I when home and bring down a cutton of "gasbleg" beer.
And brought a packet of cigg.

Actually i decided to quit smoking and drinking le.
But i just can't control myself at that moment.

I meet songzhi,xiaoyang,wenbin,jeremy at blk 33
And we start drinking.
They cheer mi up by telling me stories.
And i just realize that there is still someone
concerning about mi.

My body start to get warmer and my face turn red.
we walk to the basketball court.
My head start to spin and i lie down on the floor and
cover my eyes,i was very xin ku at that time.

Suddenly songzhi called sharon and told her
that i'm drunk.He ask ____ to come but
she don't believe.
Everyone tot tat songzhi is telling lies.
After listening to wad they sae my tears start to drop.
lucky songzhi nv see it.

He keep when to me and touch my forehead.
And stay beside me and cheer me up and ask
wheather i'm ok.

I was so touch.
He really treated me as his brother.
THANK ALOT SONGZHI!!!
I tink no him i won't be writing posting comment now le.
I will be lying on my bed crying all day and duno wad to do.

Its not worth toturing myself because of her.
she don't even care about me and how i feel.
no matter how much ting i do,to her i'm just
a piece of useless shit!

2008-09-24T13:09:00.000-07:00

Now at tution teacher house.
after writing this i will go to bed le.

I never know if yihong never call mi and tell mi.
he ask mi go lizhen blog and see the tag i juz
realize that a cb china guy is looking down at nanshao(our team)
I when to lizhen profile and tag back.
I jio that yan hang <- china guy 1 on 1.
I hate outsiders looking down at our team,
If they dare they come infront of us and say la!pcb!

We don't play basketball match next time la,
We play sparring with them.

I feel like breaking the china guy face now!

2008-09-24T06:47:00.000-07:00

After reading her blog,
I suddenly feel very sad don't know why.
My mind start to appear many different kind of things.
Hais..

I really very sad now,
but who knows?
no one will care how i feel de.
I'm just like an idiot,i don't even know
so many thing happened le.
though they two go home together is just
normally go home ba le.
But i'm wrong,
Why even my own team-mate/frien/brother
wan treat mi like this?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going crazy soon le.
I wonder who you really chat wiv every night.
who is your someone?
I'm a idiot who is like hided behind from everything.

sobs ='(

Do you know how i feel?

2008-09-24T00:39:00.000-07:00

Just came back from jurong hq.
And my case is close le,
finally i can relax and don't think to much le.
But still got something in my heart bothering mi.
hais..

Nevermind la.
don't think too much.
i goin to sleep now le.
tonight goin tution teacher house to ton and study.
so sianzzzz

I really love you
If you are willing to give mi one chance,
i will treasure you!

2008-09-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

Hais,
we lose le.

Today the match i play like shit.
I aready try my best le but end up still lose.

But i never blame anyone.
cuz we are just a rookie team and our players were
all just new and don't have experience.
So we must train very hard after this friendly match =)

I'm a rough player when the opponent hurt my team member.

I decided to go back school for training after my N level
and at the mean time train the rookies in our team and build up their confidence.
i slowly found out that our team is not a useless team.
atleast our team never give up when they face any problems during match.
I don't believe if we train hard we will lose others!

NANSHAO,we must jia you and work as a team after today!

Why i just can't let go?

I HATE CHINA IDIOT!

2008-09-22T09:43:00.000-07:00

Sorry brothers,

I also duno wat happen to me nowadays.
Today morning i quarrel with my best bro calvin cuz of small little thing
But at last, i aplogize to him le cuz i dun wish to lose him this kind of friend/brother.

***After knowing what i have done is all just rubbish,i really feel very down.***

I still remember last time when playing basketball with my team,i will always cheer for them even
if they never score or do mistake.

But today i suddenly duno y,
i scolded them just becuz of not scoring.

Songzhi told mi that my attitude today was really sux,
and he ask mi to better stop giving attitude.

From what he sae,
i juz realize that i done wrong someting that mak my team sad.
Hoping that they won't blame me,
i message them and aplogize to them.

Hope i won't do this anymore le lor.
This few days i really feel very emo and sad.
No one understand how i feel now de.

***It's hard to let go, cuz i really love you alot***

(Weather to mi is always bad,unless miracle happen.)

2008-09-21T10:02:00.000-07:00

Now is 1am le.
Just finish my homework.
still can't really sleep yet.
today when i know something bad.
my mood was totally down.
i was very sad at tat time,but i still when down for basketball training.

I was very moodly,
but i kip force mysf to smile and be happy.
but i don't think this smile can hang on my face any longer le.

I'm very angry with ah an(aaron) now le!
his juz nt serious wiv this team lor.
sometimes really feel like whacking his face.
Thursday he tell mi tution nt free,
Friday he also sae tution,
Saturday he sae tution again.

who will believe 1 week tution so many time de?
then today we becuz of him we set one more training and wanted him
to come down and disgusted about the tactics.
but he use a vry lame excuse."His mother don't let."
is just so fake.

If tues match we lose cuz of him,
i sure won't forgive him de.
Making whole team waste time on him.
he keep tinking tat his a "star player" and know everyting.
Hais,don't want say him le la.
say le jiu angry.

Just hope we won't becuz of this kind of person and lose lor =)

2008-09-20T21:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was having tution,so i dun hav time to online.
i feel damm stress sia,N level sia coming le.
thn i hav a feeling tat i can't go out sec 5 le ba.

i need to stress my STUDIES,BASKETBALL and etc.
the friendly match is coming nearer and nearer le.
maybe it should'nt be call the "friendly" match
cuz everyone will be lik plying for their life.

Sometimes i really feel lik giving up everyting.HAIS

2008-09-18T09:15:00.000-07:00

Today i when down to blk26 and say about the tatics for next tues match.
Hope tat day u can win lor.
All the players in our team are all rookie player,
and oso vry hard to train.
so winning tis match is a vry difficuit for us.
bt we will try our best de =)

One of the team member from their side say that they sure win this match.
So we must prove them wrong!

Tomorrow i will be goin down to train too.
hope my sweat can change a win back on tues =)

2008-09-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

I have a basketball team call 南少 it was create by my brothers.
and i joined this team.
Although this team is very lousy.
but i have confidence this team will be strong one day.

We will have a friendly match against fuchun basketball team on 23/09/08
I don't wish to lose.
Neither my team.
So we must beat them down!

Listen out manager say their team stamina very good.
then our team,all smoking.
i damm worried sia.

we must play as a team!